Well . . . I'm done. I finished my last paper of my law school career today. It is finished. I thought that I would be really happy and giddy; I know my friend was. I am just wasted and disillusioned though. I'm hoping that in a couple days it will sink in that I'm finished and I will be able to feel the pleasure of accomplishment and completion.
Friday, December 19, 2008
What just happened?
Well . . . I'm done. I finished my last paper of my law school career today. It is finished. I thought that I would be really happy and giddy; I know my friend was. I am just wasted and disillusioned though. I'm hoping that in a couple days it will sink in that I'm finished and I will be able to feel the pleasure of accomplishment and completion.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Reasons for a dearth of blog posts.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Followers?
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Stock up!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Law School Craziness
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Wife Tag
1. What is her name?
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Bridging the Gap!

Well I really don't have much to say at the moment, but I feel like I need to bridge the gap in between my updates, besides I'm bored.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
D.C. Gun Ban Lifted
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
My first victories!

Thursday, June 5, 2008
Big Bad Prosecutor Lost. :(

Monday, May 19, 2008
Big Bad Prosecutor.

I started my externship at the Gem County Prosecutor's Office today, and also learned that my application for my limited license was accepted. So I am officially a limited licensed attorney. It was a pretty good day for the most part. I had to read lots of case files about a lot of things I'd rather not know, but its all part of the job I guess. Tomorrow I get to spend all day in court which will be a lot more fun than sitting at a desk reading case files. Other than that not a lot is going on here. Its been hotter than a pistol outside. I'm really feeling cheated out of spring. Summer leaped on us from out of nowhere. Whatever happened to "April Showers Bring May Flowers," and "In like a lamb out like a lion," and all that jazz?
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Back from our trip.
Friday, May 9, 2008
Free at last! Free at last! Thank God Almighty, I'm free at last!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Finals! No fun!

Just to let everyone know, I probably won't be posting anything for the next three weeks. I'm in the middle of finals so nothing exciting will be happening anyway. We did just get back from California, if you want to see some pictures of the trip check out Katy's blog. (the link is on the side of my page). We'll be going on another trip after finals are over, I'll put a post up recounting all of the fun we had. Come back then and check out my blog!
Friday, April 18, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Shooting again.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Sunday, April 6, 2008
Love
And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them.
And with a great voice he said:
When love beckons to you follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, "I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.
I really don't even know where I would start with a poem so loaded as this one. Each line could be devoted to a blog post. I especially like the portion of the poem that speaks of Love transforming us into "the sacred bread for God's sacred feast." The thought of being husked, ground into bits, and kneaded until we are "pliant," doesn't sound like terms we would usually associate with a Love poem, but isn't this exactly what Love does to us? Who would ask to go through such a thing? Well, the sad shame is, most want all the pleasure and none of the pain, and naively believe that they can have all the pleasure without the pain. This expectation may be a factor in the epidemic divorce rates today. (A discussion for another day. I'm convinced there are many other serious factors playing into this)
That leads to my next favorite part of the poem, the type of people I described above live in fear of love. The prophet says that if in your fear you seek only the pleasure and peace of love, then "it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor." So essentially he counsels the people to either live every aspect of love, and if you can't, then don't live any of it. You can then "laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears." Those who cannot overcome their fear will never experience life in its fullest. A sad lot, but probably not as sad as someone who tries to enjoy all of the pleasures of love and avoid all the pain.
I really like this poem and I could go on, but I've probably talked on so long now that most of you will probably not read it all. I hope some of you will think about it and comment on it. I really want to know what others think about the poem. If its a successful post, then I'll probably do the second poem on marriage. Again, if your shy about sharing your thoughts, but like to share them nonetheless, then go ahead and post anonymously. Hope to hear from some of you.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Fun, Fun on the range.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008




Wednesday, March 19, 2008
New Link for Atkinson Photography
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Shall we try again?

Okay, so I'm going to try to write some more on my blog. Apparently some people are actually reading it though I never told anyone I had a blog. Maybe I should invite some people to check it out.